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Forrest Beway's avatar

if only I could hug you...if only I could look into your eyes through my tears...

Ithink there are 10456 miles between us but I feel your grief so close to my heart. I wish I could sooth it and dissolve it in my chest but I can't and it is ok to let it be and embrace and hug it. Your words are a balm for all of us who have lost loved ones, your writing is always so beautiful, so moving, so brilliant, always so full of what you are, a wonderful sensitive soul with a heart the size of the universe. Yes you are a wonderful universe dear Jennae, you are an universe who holds so many experiences in you, so much light, and the light of your precious father is shining through you to all of us, with so much radiance.

I'll be listening to Jim Morrison all day long admiring the soul of your father in a brilliant star in the sky ✨

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Richbee's avatar

The Doors your father must have played. “Love me two times babe. I’m going away “ (to war). The loss and grief are personal, but like marmite spread in every moonlight and cranny on toast gets to fulfill your craving. The drip of sweat or water from a clean shaven face evaporates just as the spirit disappears. Grief comes/goes, just see images of loved ones as luminous faces in your dreams. They haven’t gone anywhere. They visit every night. Leave the door open. Play a song, listen to the the rain

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