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jennae's avatar

Zhen, thank you so much for reading and being here! This message means so much to me and makes me feel less alone. It is so beautiful to receive your reflections on this piece.

I love this practice you have shared! It reminds me of how there are three channels in which we receive information into our nervous system; external, internal and relational. Such a wonderful reminder to look for beauty and glimmers around us, within us and with other people in our lives. Thank you so very much!!

I appreciate this comment so much and I’m incredibly grateful for you taking the time to read and share your lovely words.

Much love 🤍

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jennae's avatar

Suyin! I feel so blessed that we have connected this year. Every word you so generously share about my writing touches my heart so deeply and makes me feel so full of love.

I always read your kind messages with my hand on my heart because it stirs so much emotion within me. When I read what you said about us one day exchanging poems by the ocean I nearly cried 🥹🥹🥹 I’d love nothing more.

I’m so appreciative of you and the encouragement you have given me. I hope you noticed that you were in this piece too! My lovely, triple fire sign friend, you are one of the sparks of light in my life that brought this piece to life. You’re such an inspiration to me, and you feel like the embodiment of light to me.

I cherish and treasure every word!

Thank you, thank you, thank you ✨✨✨

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Suyin Tan's avatar

Jennae, thank you for such precious words and for sharing this with me!! 🩵 I also feel such a swell of emotions on reading what you said - how beautiful to know about the heart connections between our messages to each other! I am already picturing us at the ocean one day in the near future! 🌊✨

And ahhh yes I did notice that (and had planned to write to you about that in a personal message)! I am so moved by my words finding a place in your Love Notes collection and the way you have written about it so beautifully. It means so much to know that I contributed in some way to you bringing this incredible piece to life - thank you for sharing that with me 🥹🤍🤍

In the same way, I feel the spirit and essence of this piece (which was published on the same day I started writing my latest piece) also gave light to my own writing. I'll write to you more on that separately, but just wanted to leave this here and say thank you to you too for inspiring me with the lyricism and light of you and your words, always 🥲✨✨

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jennae's avatar

Always receiving your words with so much love🥲 Can’t wait to talk to you soon and hear about your next piece. 🌊🤍

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Miriam Amavi's avatar

Omgggggg this was insanely beautiful to read. You are a poet. A deep poet, if that’s even a phrase, otherwise I am just declaring it!

It is gorgeous how the light you were talking about in the beginning of the piece shines through in every line. Alchemizing pain into light. I relate so so deeply to what you have written, to the sensitivity, to the pain, it really feels like someone wrote about life through my eyes. It’s very comforting.

Please write a book of it feels intriguing. I would absolutely savour it. Thank you dear!! 💕💕💕

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jennae's avatar

Thank you so much Miriam!! 🥹🥹 It means so much, especially coming from someone as lyrical and poetic as you! A deep poet, I love it! This made me smile and really encourages me to keep writing. Thank you for taking the time to read and share your feedback!

I’d love to write a book some day! Thank you 🙈

This js the most beautiful comment and I feel so lucky to receive it 😭🥲

Much love 🌸🩷

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Suyin Tan's avatar

Yesss, a deep poet 🥰💕✨✨✨

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jennae's avatar

😭🩷🥰🥹💕 Literally melts my heart when anyone says I’m a poet. 🙈🙈

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Miriam Amavi's avatar

<3<3<3<3<3

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Suyin Tan's avatar

You put it so beautifully, Miriam, and I share all your thoughts!! I love your observations about the light shining through in every line and alchemizing pain into light 🤍✨

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jennae's avatar

Miriam’s words are always so deeply touching. Such warmth and beauty!! Just like you Suyin, my dear friend .✨✨

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Joscelyne Mei's avatar

Wow. I’m completely speechless & so glad that babe gave me a moment to read this beautiful piece in its entirety. I can’t even begin with how magical your writing is, truly inspirational.

I’m in love with your “love notes” and was reminded of a note I used to have called the “self esteem jar” — I haven’t added to it since Dec 2022!

So it’s time to start a new one, which feels so special considering the transitional chapter I find myself in.

Glimmers I’ve noticed recently —

It hailed this afternoon in Los Angeles & then sun came out 5 mins later & red breasted robins filled out garden with their birdsong 🥰;

My baby’s smile, laugh, when she tries to chew my hand bc she’s hungry lol …;

Decorating our bathroom with tiny pinch pots I made in ceramics class and filling them with the tiniest blossoms;

Caramel cookie crunch ice cream and the best oatmeal my partner made me this morning 🤍

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jennae's avatar

Oh my gosh thank you so much for reading Joscelyne!! 🙈 It means so much to me 🥲

That sounds so beautiful too, I hope it reminds you of all the love in your life and brings you such a warm feeling of beauty like it has brought me.

It has been so lovely to meet your beautiful soul.

Oh my gosh, your glimmers absolutely melted my heart and soothed my mind. So gorgeous 🥹😭

So much love to you 🤍

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Zhen C's avatar

Thank you for sharing your beautiful words, thank you for your honesty and vulnerability at the darkness that you face within you, that we are all here trying to face, that there is pain but within that there is beauty, there is wonder, there is awe and there is love, all around and through us.

When I first started my journey years ago, through debilitating depression, I remember what was suggested to me. Write down what I love, including five things I love about myself. And if (when) I struggle to do that, reach out to those who I love and ask them for five things they love about me. I was so surprised by what I received back, and it was the start of seeing a different version of myself in this mirror I hold to the world.

You are incredibly brave, and you and your words are important ✨

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jennae's avatar

Zhen, thank you so much for reading and being here! This message means so much to me and makes me feel less alone. It is so beautiful to receive your reflections on this piece.

I love this practice you have shared! It reminds me of how there are three channels in which we receive information into our nervous system; external, internal and relational. Such a wonderful reminder to look for beauty and glimmers around us, within us and with other people in our lives. Thank you so very much!!

I appreciate this comment so much and I’m incredibly grateful for you taking the time to read and share your lovely words.

Much love 🤍

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Elisha's avatar

Oh, my beautiful friend.

I'm trying to sit here and find words to express the beauty in which I just read, in which I just FELT deeply in my heart. But no words that I can conjur up right now could express it accurately. I guess a quote you used, could perfectly sum up how I feel.

Look at what you created. Look at what is within you.

You are a poet and you know it (couldn't help myself with that little pun, I've said it many times in my life, but have never meant it more than right now)

To know you is a gift, a true blessing in my life. To get a glimpse into what is in your heart, my gosh, it just makes my whole body vibrate in a frequency of love. To know you and to be loved by you and to be able to witness the ebs and flows of life with you, I could never express how grateful I am.

There is healing in your words, not just healing of your own, I feel touched by the most beautiful light after finally being able to read all of this. Thank you so much for having the courage to share, Vulnerability is such a beautiful thing.

Please never doubt yourself,

May the universe continue to bring you signs, encouraging you to continue blooming. You have something within, that I think, this world desperately needs. Love. The ability to share love. The ability to share love in your words, in your actions, in your beautiful soothing voice, in your soft and playful and ever so radiant energy.

I am so grateful to know you.

I am so grateful to have read this.

Thanks Debbie and Bruce for creating such a human ❤️

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jennae's avatar

🥹🥹🥹

I can’t even describe how much you mean to me my beautiful friend! You are the embodiment of pure sunshine. You are one of the brightest glimmers in my life that lights up what is within me. I’m so grateful that I was brave enough to ask you that day to go to a yoga class together, because your friendship is so incredibly special to me. I am so grateful for you.

Your encouragement and support means the world. I feel emotional right now 🥹 I’m going to send you a voice note with more words from my heart!! Thank you for reading and thank you for this beautiful comment!

🌈🌈🌈💛💛💛

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Rachel Lee's avatar

Read your piece halfway the other day and here I am returning to it today ~ you are a poet through and through Jennae, in your heart of hearts and the way you weave such a felt sense of love and beauty and awe for life into your writing 💌

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jennae's avatar

Rachel!! Thank you so very much! 🥹 Means the world to me for you to have read my writing and I’m so grateful for you sharing this beautiful feedback! Sending so much love your way! All the kind comments on this piece are going straight into my love notes! 🤍🤍🤍🤍

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Suyin Tan's avatar

Jennae, this really took my breath away and it honestly makes me so grateful for the existence of the written word and being able to read it. You inspire me with the beauty that can be created with words ✨✨

These words shone out to me - "Our souls are like the sun, shining through our bodies like a sun catcher and radiating rainbows out onto the world."

Thank you for planting the absolutely beautiful idea in my heart about how being a poet is in the way we live and move through life.

I look forward to the day I can exchange poems with you by the oceanside 🌊🤍🩵

My glimmer is reading the poetry of your writing and finding the soft, silken threads within them that rhyme with the experiences of love, wonder and awe that I've had. I don't have enough words to express the infinite layers and shades of feelings I have felt reading your words.

I will read it every time I want to remember how to find beauty in the worlds around us and within us, and every time I want to feel with every part of my being what a wonder it is to be and to feel alive 🥲

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aaliyah madadi's avatar

This piece 🥹🤍 thank you for your delicate words, poetry, vulnerability and sharing a piece of your heart. This was so beautiful to read and melt into. I also loved the sun metaphors and made me inspired to notice and capture all the ways I see sunlight creating fractals through life. Also the love notes!! How beautiful, it inspired me to start a collection of my own. Thank you for sharing 🌸❤️

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jennae's avatar

Aww Aaliyah! This means so much to me! I receive it with so much love. I’m so glad it inspired you to notice the fractals of sunshine. All I wanted from sharing this piece was to do just that, inspire someone to pause for a moment and notice some beauty.

I’m so glad the Love Notes idea resonated with you! You’re actually in there! The message you sent me the other day about how I reflect the beauty I see in others was so touching and special, I had to save it! (I was also thinking, wow I’m writing about this right now!)

May I add maybe one of your first love notes to your collection…

It’s been so amazing to meet you amongst our community of writers. You radiate kindness and warmth and so much inspiration through The Artist’s temple 🤍

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aaliyah madadi's avatar

Awww Jennae 🥹🥹 I was feeling pretty emotional today and could feel a bubbling of tears beneath the surface just out of reach. And then I read your comment and it just touched me and brought all the feelings up and allowed me to have a really good much-needed cry 😭😂 thank you for being my first love note and so happy I could be in your collection too ❤️❤️

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jennae's avatar

Awww, I’m so glad you were able to have a much needed cry 🥹 Crying is the best, I love how light, refreshed and tender it makes you feel afterwards. Sending you love as you feel through these waves of emotion.

It’s completely invitational, but there is a poem called ‘cry’ within my piece titled surrender that may nice to read today if you feel called to 💧🩵

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aaliyah madadi's avatar

Thank you for pointing me to that piece & poem, I felt so held by your words 💙 also this line — “Just as the clouds release rain that nourishes most living beings on this planet, maybe humans are made to be little tiny droplets of love.” 💕 I just love that so much 😭 Thank you for sharing your words and voice, I look forward to marinating in more of your words xx

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jennae's avatar

Thank you so much for reading!! Your comments mean the absolute world to me 🥹🩵

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Suyin Tan's avatar

I loved reading this whole thread so much!! Aaliyah and Jennae, you are both such beautiful souls and I’m so grateful to be friends with you both 🥹✨💕💕

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jennae's avatar

Awww 🥹 I’m so incredibly grateful to have met both of you! So glad I can call you both friends, it feels so special to be a part of this writing community together. Thankful to connect with beautiful, poetic souls like the both of you 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

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Kaitlyn Rightmyer's avatar

"Our souls are like the sun, shining through our bodies like a sun catcher and radiating rainbows out onto the world." 🥹

The glimmers I've been noticing recently, since I am now in a city, have been the ways the light touches everything in the early hours - the patterns and shapes it creates on buildings, the way everything gets covered in a golden glow. I'm that person on the busy street who just stops to watch it over and over again.

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jennae's avatar

Thank you so much for reading Kaitlyn!! I’m so glad you enjoyed that line 🥹

How stunning, I feel like I was just transported there watching the golden glow and patterns dance on the buildings. ✨ Thank you for sharing 💛

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David Kirkby's avatar

Good morning Jennae

You are definitely a "poet ☾ dancing to the songs of softness and sensuality," as you write of yourself. There is no need to doubt.

You have a distinctive voice, and the meditations in this post of yours are soft, watercolour brush strokes which layer over one another, to create a gentle, persistent, song of the love of life. The combined effect, for me, is a little like summer rain on a warm, grey, peaceful day when I have nothing more to do than to watch, and listen, and submerge myself in the scent of the rain on the leaves.

This is what I am enjoying about being here, in this odd, online placeless place. I came here to write, and to communicate again after a very long silence - and doing that is wonderful - but an even greater delight is the opportunity to meet other creative, gentle minds, and to read words I could not have written myself.

Which is to say - thank you for being here too, and for sharing your glimmers, and your luminosity.

Best Wishes - Dave :)

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jennae's avatar

Good morning David!

Thank you so much for reading this lyrical essay and for your beautiful and generous words. This piece is very special to me.

Thank you for these poetic words you have shared, describing my words as meditations and watercolour brush strokes and love songs of life, it fills my heart with joy and I’m so grateful for your time and kindness to share this with me.

I feel like I slowed down and took a deeper breath just by reading your description of the rain and the leaves, I’m going to carry this feeling with me into my day.

It’s so lovely to connect with you here, I’m glad you are enjoying the community, it’s a beautiful place to be.

Thank you for your time, energy and presence.

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Paul Wittenberger's avatar

You are indeed a poet and I know you know you don’t need me to tell you that, but I will anyway, to honor what you feel and how you say it. Thank you.

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jennae's avatar

Aw thank you so much Paul, it still is so beautiful to hear each and every time someone confirms it for me. I appreciate you reading this piece and for this lovely comment. Thank you!!

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The Sea in Me    (Síodhna)'s avatar

So much in this rich piece Jennae. Your writing is thought provoking and wonderful!

All is well now, the darkness is behind. It has connected you with something that needs to be expressed. You were born for this.

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jennae's avatar

Thank you so much Síodhna!!

These words!! 🥹🥹 Made me emotional. You are so beautiful and I’m so glad to have connected with you here. Thank you, Thank you, Thank you 🤍🤍

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